Saturday, November 23rd, 2002
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11:22 am
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good morning! iam at ashleys rite now and shes in the shower so yea. were going to the fabric store today to get fabric for our pajamas that were gonna make for tolo and im soo excited! my birthday is tomorrow and im soo excited! prickly are you styll comin tomorrow cos i haven't talked to you in like a week so call me on my cell and tell me so we can figure out what time and stuff if you don't remember my cell since you never call me my mom has it! so anyways i'm on a serious boi hunt since things are totallie ovr with darwin but last week ashley gave him and his friend a ride to his friends house and his friend was soo cute and i was going to ask darwin for his friends number but i thought that would be a lil rude. well i gotta go! toodles!
current mood:  silly
current music: brodie-perfect girl
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(go, fight, win!!)
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Wednesday, November 13th, 2002
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8:45 pm
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sowie i haven't written in soo long but things have been going horribly for me. things are definetly ovr with david and i liked this gui named darwin well not at first but then i found out he was juss using me and i wrote him this letter which of course i'll nevr give to him but it was like closure so i feel much much better. umm nothing else is reallie going on latelie i juss went to dance tonite and drank a lot of water! well i gotta go!
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(go, fight, win!!)
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Saturday, September 21st, 2002
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3:58 pm
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soo instead of working at my regular taco time tonite im working at south hill and oh yea im closing. aah hopefullie they have me on till or rail. freakin scary. i wanted to go to the football game with my friends but no now i have to work at a resturant where i know no one omg aah! anyways boring thats my life these days. hung out with ashley last nite and it was fun we went to kents and gave him a birthday present from kelley i think kelley should juss go out with him instead of dushbag but anyways then we spent the nite at kelleys and it was alrite. david did call me last nite wanting me to get a ride down to the fair at nine but i said no sir and asked him what he was doin the next nite and he said he was still grounded but there was a school thing at the fair yea rite i heard all his friends in the background but who cares he'll probably call me when he's not grounded and if he doesn't there are plenty other pigs in the mud well thats all for now toodles!
current mood:  nervous
current music: none
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(go, fight, win!!)
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Friday, September 20th, 2002
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8:33 pm
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well david called me and he wanted me to go to the fair but my mom didn't want to take me down there. i dunno he says he's styll grounded but there's some school thing or something but i dunno. hmm i dunno what to do about it i hope he doesn't like get mad cos we nevr see eachother even tho it's usuallie his fault but im soo confused well i don't reallie have anything else to say soo toodles!
current mood:  confused
current music: kelly-moment like this
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(go, fight, win!!)
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Thursday, September 19th, 2002
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6:13 pm
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sowie i havent updated in awhile but nothin has reallie happened. school started and it sux it's reallie boring. i havent seen david in quite awhile but i guess we've been seein eachother for over a month whoopee! umm he was supposed to go to the fair with me on tuesday but no he got in trouble for skipping on the first day of school and soo tuesday nite was the last time i talked to him so i dont know if i should page him or not he's been acting like kind of an asshole latelie and i don't know why. i went on a journalism field trip today it was kinda boring oh well that's my life latelie! well thats all for now toodles!
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(go, fight, win!!)
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Saturday, August 31st, 2002
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10:41 pm
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well iam officially giving up on david i paged him before i went to ashleys and that is the last time im goin to give in to his shit if he wants to talk to me then he can call me and maybe ill talk to him but i reallie don't feel like putting up with him anymore i mean he's a good kisser and all but that can onlie go so far. i will nevr mention his name again unless it's a different gui named david. it's been three full days since he's called me and i think i've givin him enuf chances if it was any other gui he so would have been gone by now but oh well thats all...
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(go, fight, win!!)
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Thursday, August 29th, 2002
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1:16 pm
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well iam mad at david again he was supposed to come ovr yesterday but he didn't and he was supposed to come ovr today and he's not here but that's not why iam mad at him. i reallie don't trust him and he said something to me last nite that reallie pissed me off i didn't tell him but i couldn't believe he said it. i have to wurk later so im gonna go now!
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(go, fight, win!!)
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Saturday, August 24th, 2002
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7:33 pm
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hey yesterday was soo much fun! i was supposed to hang out with david but i didn't more about that later! ashley larry and kelley came over to my house and we hung out for awhile then we went to get ashleys stereo and speakers put in her car and then we went to kelleys and hung out for awhile and dan was there! anyways then we went to dans house cos he was gonna hang out with us and wayne jason and a whole buncha other people were over there and it was a lil weird but o well and then we went to ashleys for awhile and ate dinner-lil kid tv dinners and then we went and took larry home then we went to kents house and his mom is super nice and his brother is super weird but it's ok then i went home and paged david again for the third time and he called me and by this time it was like ten and he asked me if i wanted to do somethin and i was like no and then he told me he got in an accident i was still pissed at him then i called ashley and she said she would come pick me up to come spend the nite at her house so i paged david to tell him in case he tried to call where i would be cos iam nice but anyways then he called and said like he was goin bowlin in case i wanted to come or somethin whatev so then ashley came and we went to gross taco bell and i asked them if they had real beef and they said it was like grade e or f and i said the chicken? and he said well it comes from a chicken! oh well then we went to kelleys to pick her up cos she was havin family issues or whatev and then we went to ashleys and juss hung out. then this morning we went to dennys and it was fabulous i had star spangled hotcakes and then we went to pick up some cds and i went to wurk. then when i got home there was five messages on my cell phone and one was from him it was soo cute he's never left a message before. well that's all for now...
current mood:  irritated
current music: puddle of mud
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(go, fight, win!!)
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Thursday, August 22nd, 2002
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6:29 pm
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today was soo great! david came ovr and we hung out at my house for awhile and he kissed me it was soo cute! i really like him. then we went to the mall and we were walkin around with one of his stupid friends so we went to zumiez and my friends wayne jason and dan were there so i went over and started talking to them and then after i was done i went out to find david and i couldn't see him so i walked about by eddie bauer and couldn't see him so i went to get some minutes for my cell phone and then when i was done i was like whatev iam goin home since i didn't see him so i saw him and he was pissed so i was tryin to talk to him about it and guess who strolls by zach this gui that i used to be in love with and he was yellin my name and i was like shh leave me alone and i forgot to mention i used to like dan and wayne a lil bit too. so i dunno if he's very happie with me he's comin ovr tomorrow and i invited smelley ashole and larry so i hope he's not mad whatev i'll page him soon! i really like him but i think i really screwed it up today but what i can't have any gui friends? yea rite... well more later...
current mood: confused
current music: i need a gurl part 1
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(go, fight, win!!)
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Monday, August 19th, 2002
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10:27 pm
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well i don't hate david figures! he is on phone restrictions so i forgive him! he got fired today i don't mind tho cos then it won't be weird at wurk. im prob gonna hang out with him tomorrow...we'll see! he wants to teach me how to skate yea rite, i'd rather go see a movie lets see who wins! i hung out with addy today it was too much fun i missed her so much she doesn't want to be back but she is and that's all that matters! ugh i think i like david too much and it really sux i need to stop getting so attached! omg backstreet bois is on the radio rite now lame! hmm i've been soo tired lately prob cos i spend soo much time on the phone with david we usually talk for two or three hours at a time. when i was at wurk today he was waiting for me like a lil before four cos that's when i was supposed to get off but i had to finish the dishes(i looked so cute in my lil gloves and apron)and then he said he'd be right back i said ok well not really cos i was far away from him and umm oh yea then i got off and looked around for him and didn't see him so i paged him and looked around some more then i walked around the mall for awhile i probably waited for about fifteen minutes then i walked home and paged him and he called me after awhile from a payphone and wanted me to go to the skatepark with him but i was hangin with addy so...that's all for now...
current mood:  tired
current music: mario-just a friend
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(go, fight, win!!)
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Sunday, August 18th, 2002
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6:15 pm
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i hate david again and addy is home. umm david and i were supposed to hang out yesterday and i called him when i got home from wurk and then after awhile he said he'd call me back and while i was waitin like at least a thousand people called me and then after that i paged him with my cell number in case someone called my regular phone so he didn't call awhile later i paged him again with my cell and he still didn't call so that nite i paged him with my home number and umm he still didn't call and he didn't call today either even tho i paged him when i got home so i don't know if i should call him or what. and the other nite when we were talking he asked me if i could see us going out and i said yea and i said could you and he was like oh yea big time i hope. then he said he wasn't gonna ask me out when he was buzzed, cos he had a few beers he said he wanted it to mean somethin so now i don't know what to do and no one will help me i think i need a guy best friend to talk to about it. i wanted to hang out with someone tonite but addy needs stuff for her room or somethin so she can't and milk is grounded and david hasn't called me so i dunno what to do and im really bored and i hope david calls... well that's enuf...
current mood:  lonely
current music: what's love got to with it?
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(go, fight, win!!)
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Saturday, August 10th, 2002
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12:43 pm
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ooh iam soo mad at david i hate him and i nevr want to talk to him again i hope he dies and burns in hell. what is wrong with me how come no one evr likes me i finally find a cute gui and i screw it up again it nevr fails that's it im turnin in to a les at least i understand gurls better ok i juss had a gross mental thought so nix that idea iam turnin into a nun nobody likes me anyways so who cares. if he calls me iam gonna cuss him out i hate him. he hasn't called me last nite or this mornin so i paged him after givin in and i freakin hate him and he still hasn't called me and ashole called me rite after i paged dumbass and i juss burst into tears it was soo lame i can't even believe it i knew i shouldn't have gotten so attached but i couldn't help it i thought he liked me to and usually i have some plan on what to do but this is sucha shock i juss don't know and i hate it i hate guis and i nevr want to talk to another boy again this is probably why i date older guis i hate bois who have stupid immature bois who have stupid problems and can't take anything seriously. his balls probably haven't even dropped yet. oh well i hate him and i hope i nevr have to wurk with him again but i probably will have to tonite.
current mood:  pissed off
current music: pissed off does not seem mad enough for me
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(2 said cheerleaders rule | go, fight, win!!)
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Thursday, August 8th, 2002
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8:07 pm
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super cute david calls me every day and nite aww! we saw master of disguise it was soo freakin lame but oh it was fun goin with him. we are in that weird stage right now where i don't know what we are and i hate it! it's soo confusing but im kinda havin fun! i guess it's fun cos im not really attached and i think that's why i act so mean cos then i won't get hurt but once i get to know him better and trust him i think it will roc! it will really suck cos we go to diff schools and i dunno if i have to worry about that i'll cross that overpass when i get to it! supercute thing david update: when we went to the movies he had his arm on the arm rest in between us so i put my arm on the other one and he moved it ovr so i could put my arm on it and wham grabs my hand and he did more cute stuff but no one cares any ways so i juss keep it to myself! well more updates later...
current mood:  indescribable
current music: mario
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(go, fight, win!!)
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Sunday, August 4th, 2002
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6:47 pm
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OMG great news david was wurkin today mmkay so i got to the mall at my usual time like 10:45 i had to wurk at 11 and he was there and he walked me to taco time even tho he didn't even have to be there till like 12. then we were flirting like usual and it was obvious then while we were wurkin he said his ride wasn't comin till like 7 so i told him i would hang out with him for awhile and it was soo thrilling and so he kept walkin by taco time and rite before i got off he helped me take out the cardboard and garbage it was soo cute then we hung out for about an hour and we hung out with his friends for awhile it was really lame and sorta weird since i didn't know them and then my mom called and told me to go to top foods and meet her there so david walked me up there and met my mommy it was cute too he said he would call me tonite so i expect a call tues or thurs cos i told him i don't call guis i don't find it neccesary if they want to talk to me they can call me iam not scared to call guis i swear! well iam done talkin now! prickly call me later k?
current mood:  giddy
current music: nelly
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(go, fight, win!!)
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Thursday, August 1st, 2002
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9:22 pm
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hello so iam goin to wurk eleven to four tomorrow and iam happie about that then tomorrow nite iam goin to the movies with nicole, steve, and bg. i don't know the exact details but we'll prob figure it out later. so many people want stuff from me and i don't have it either time or money, it really sux. im supposed to babysit this weekend and go to a church meetin it sorta feels like im growin up but i still have so much to learn wow that sounded smart! anyways ashole came over today and we made cinnamon roll thingies and watched tv and it was prettie fun we juss kinda hung out and talked about next year and what not! well i'm gonna go now...
current mood:  lazy
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(go, fight, win!!)
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Wednesday, July 31st, 2002
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10:09 am
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Sowie i haven't updated in soo long but iam havin some major issues with my msn soo i decided to wait till it was wurkin again then i decided i'd be waitin for awhile. speakin of wurk i haven't wurked in like four days and iam off tomorrow too. how am i supposed to get to know the new cute gui if i never wurk by the time i wurk again he'll be on till. o well! bg called yesterday and we talked for like a total of three seconds and i was not verie happie and i'm juss not havin a good life rite now and if i don't make ovr 200 dollars on my next paycheck then i don't know how i will pay for everything i think iam havin a mid-mid life crisis. well that's enuf for now...
current mood: pissed off
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(go, fight, win!!)
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Sunday, July 21st, 2002
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10:43 pm
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mmkay so i went to wurk today and it was ok kirk was there and i think things are ok between us now. then me n nicole went shoppin and i got her a birthday present since her birthday was today i got her the b2k cd since we are both in love with them and she said kirk was cute like a baby lion then we went and saw this other cute gui that wurks at the mall and i was bein my usual embarrissing self then we went to target and bought this shirt and realized it was uglie(note to self try things on before you buy them) and i tryed to take them back and they wouldn't let me until tomorrow cos i wrote a check and they didn't give me a recipt so i got the cutest outfit for mine and bgs date *crosses fingers and squeezes eyes shut for extra luck* addy comes home soon! iam soo excited i miss her soo much we have wayy too many memories together one in paticular when she called brent to call me to break up. well enuf for now...
current mood: giddy
current music: who cares iam in like
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(go, fight, win!!)
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Saturday, July 20th, 2002
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7:32 pm
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well today really really sucked i went to wurk then i wurked for an hour and threw up it was not cool i went to see men in black the other day it was ok i guess. i talked to mellissa awhile ago and i think it's gonna be ok between me n kirk. i was talkin to nicole earlier who was talkin to bg the other day and apparently he still likes me and i dunno what to think it's all so confusing. my stomach really hurts prickly remember how we were talkin about our periods or iam sowie monthly disablities well i juss got mine thanxx you jinxed me man that word is hard to spell... well that's enuf for today...
current mood:  sick
current music: none
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(go, fight, win!!)
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Thursday, July 18th, 2002
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8:27 pm
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sowie i haven't updated in awhile i went to a gathering on tuesday and i sprained my ankle it prettie much hurts prickly call me later k cos i gotta ask ya somethin. umm i have the stupidest work sched in the world it really sux i hardly ever have to work ugh i get paid tomorrow but i don't have to work so i have to go up there and pick it up stupid seriously i always have to work and now i don't it's boring and my paycheck is suffering. well i g.g toodles!
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(go, fight, win!!)
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Monday, July 15th, 2002
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9:45 pm
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umm i guess today was ok i started cheer and ugh there are soo many new annoying people i hate it it drives me nuts they don't know how to do anything it's extremely annoying but specially the people in competition i can guarentee at least three will quit during the year i would have thought the prices would have drove them away but only one person quit cos of the prices oh well i really wanna be captain cos it's my last year and all but so does britt the only thing she's got goin for her is yelling and tumbling oh well i'll juss have to prove i can take charge this summer there are only two people i really don't want to do it: take over everything erin and annoying always has something to say autumn thank god amanda quit tho her and erin together was horrible i think that without amanda erin will quit wishful thinking im the oldest i think i can take charge and pull the team together all i know is if erin starts tellin me what to do im quittin and britt can't do it she's way to shy and stuff oh well g.g road rules is on...
current mood: cranky
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(go, fight, win!!)
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